go below to rise above
About TULWA
The Philosophy
TULWA is a framework for deep personal transformation. It is structured to help you confront distortion, unlock clarity, and reclaim the light hidden within darkness.
This system is not a new invention. It is a defragmentation. I have taken tools that already exist – spirituality and religion, cognitive –and exposure therapy, ancient mindfulness and schematic understanding – and stripped them of their cultural and religious baggage. I have placed interdimensional contact front and center, as an operational reality, not as a mystical metaphor.
TULWA is not a doctrine to believe in. It is a signal to test. I can hand you the tools and insights I have used, but the core decisions must be made by you.
No one can follow where you need to go: below, to rise above.
The Origin: Awakening in Confinement
I did not set out to create a philosophy. I set out to survive myself.
In 2001, locked inside a Norwegian prison, I woke up to the wreckage of my life. I realized there had to be a better variant of myself than the one that landed me in a cell.
My inner space was not designed for transformation. It was designed for action – for pushing forward, not looking back.
But transformation – as it seems – does not ask for permission.
I had no group to belong to: no book circles, no healing circles, no alternative community. I was locked up.
Because of that isolation, my base work had to be done alone. This became the defining characteristic of TULWA.
I went through 360 hours of cognitive group therapy. I studied schema therapy.
I practiced what could be described as pure, old-school Tibetan Buddhist mindfulness: the relentless observation of the mind. I read. I wrote.
And most importantly, I questioned – myself and my life – and everything I was connected to. Known and unknown.
I questioned the baseline of all religions. I questioned science. I questioned consciousness. I questioned the concepts of God, Spirit, and the Higher Self.
Reclaiming the Questioner’s Power
As my questioning intensified, I found that mainstream spirituality did not deliver what I needed. It offered answers, but they were someone else’s answers.
They were not wrong, but they were not right either.
They were constructed for people who were looking for a way out – I was looking for a way in. Into myself: into my shadows, into my own inner darkness, in search of the light I understood must be there.
The truth I was looking for could not be given. It had to be found, and no one but myself could go below in order to do the work – to find what I was looking for: a new version of myself.
When we look to other people to give us truth, we operate our lives based on “answers given” rather than “questions asked.” This does not lead to something new. It only leads to new variations of what we already have.
I have looked out at the world for 25 years. I see a world that does not function. I see experts who do not function. I see religions that do not function.
Mankind is still pulling itself apart: starving each other, hoarding wealth, and waging war. If the established answers worked, the world would be healed by now. It is not.
Therefore, we must reclaim the power of the questioner.
I am not saying everyone else is wrong. I am saying that you must understand reality for yourself. To become self-led, you must stop outsourcing your authority.
This is why TULWA is a solitary path. It does not mean you must be lonely. It means you must be sovereign.
The Interdimensional Reality
Over the last two decades, I expanded my understanding.
I became a Reiki Master Teacher and trained in multiple healing modalities. But I treated them as I treated everything else: I stripped them down to find the core understanding – to understand what’s left when the conditioning and the wrappers are gone.
What I found – what remains when you remove the dogma – is contact.
So, TULWA Philosophy is an interdimensional inspired path.
It acknowledges that we are connected to streams of consciousness outside our current timeline and dimension.
I call this connection “It.”
I have taken this contact and put it front and center. I do not wrap it in the language of angels or gods.
I seek the understanding that lies at the core of the Shamanic cultures. I look for what the mystics found and what the hermits seek – a direct connection to that which is not me.
I treat Spir-IT as a mechanic of reality. This understanding is at the core of this toolset, just like baseline mindfulness or fundamental cognitive understanding.
I have contemplated the three words – Neuro, Linguistic, Programming – since the beginning.
I recognize that the established framework of NLP is a powerful tool. But I am not talking about the brand. I am talking about the words themselves.
I seek the understanding that holds those three words together.
If you take them out of their wrapping, you are left with a literal description of our internal reality: how our language programs our neurology.
For a seeker walking this path alone, grasping this raw mechanic is even more powerful than the method itself.
It is the code of inner transformation – the blueprint of interdimensional inspired personal deep transformation.
The Exit Is the Gift
TULWA exists to give you tools. Not a home.
I designed this system with a built-in expiration date. Any philosophy that does not end eventually becomes a cage. I built this to get you out of cages, not to build a new one.
That is why TULWA operates under a strict Exit Protocol.
This protocol ensures that this work never becomes a movement, a cult, or a trap. You are not meant to orbit this fire forever. You are meant to take a torch and walk away.
Read the Exit Protocol.